Just

JUST
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just a faint scent,
just a flickering glimpse,
just an old tarnished picture,
just the starry night,
just the naked thunder,
just a moment in time,
and i go.
lost, uncontrolled, spiralling
back when all i wanted
was to look at you
when all i did
was think of you
when all i wanted
was to hold you.
still i am not healed,
i will never be.
unless....
And there we go again,
And there it hurts again,
i think i'll just sit here,
in this salty rain.